How long can I keep it up?

I want to be the best.
I'm not particularly good at juggling the football, but I'm trying my best.

How long can I keep it up?
When will I be able to keep the ball in the air effortlessly?
Will I become as good as Ronaldo one day if I keep on trying?
How much more time should I give myself to try football?
Do I really have the talent?
Should I persist in football?
When should I call it a day?

I don't have a lot of time on my plate to spend on lost causes.
Can the time be better spent on other sports which I have more talent & interest in?

If I have to make a switch, now may be my last window to switch before my bones get creaky and muscles start to deterioate.
Should I switch back to Basketball instead?
Should I switch back to pure running instead?
Should I switch back to Rugby instead?
Should I?
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56 days. I still miss him. Just visited the dog farm again this morning. Nostalgia.
Getting used to life without him, but it will never be the same anymore.
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Finally chose our BTO flat today.
Got a pretty good unit and at the top floor.
That's the end of our search and time to start more planning.
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A lot more things on my mind...