Grown up

Done 2x photoshoot, meet-the-parents session, met the IDs, visited our future apartment (area inspection w/o entry into the unit), discussion with close frens, budgeting and planning, within this 2 weeks.
It is really tiring and at many times, frustrating.

It is damned irritating to allow too many people having a say on my stuff.
This is starting to bite back and give me even bigger problems.
Doing my part as Filial piety duty is one thing, but allowing everything to degenerate into one big mess is not acceptable.
Will have to stamp my authority now and get everything done my way.
Too many Indian chieves will just get nothing done.


Guess I just gotta be good and seek stability first in my work in order to get the important stuff done first before trying to make any further changes.

This time of the year again

Just realised that the entries have been getting lesser n lesser each year.

Last year's entry can be still found on the same page without getting pushed into archive.

Turning 29 this year, and found many things changing in life at amazing speed, and I still have yet to come to terms with some of the stuff.

Got married legally, going to get my own place soon, going to have my wedding banquet soon, then honeymoon as well, been to bali for pre honeymoon, new baby in the family.

Seems like i have been plagued or bothered by work stuff a lot nowadays.

Perhaps I shouldn't take work so seriously, or rather, get worked up so much by work stuff.

Realization of the fact that time is no longer on my side, and I don't really have any more margin to drift along in life.

Am I going to get stuck in the rat race? Or will I be able to break out?

If so, how?

I know I have the capability to break out, and I have the means to do so too.

Sometimes, thinking too much and far is too scary which ends up in non action.

Simple escapism is still recurring everyday... some times I just don't want to face up to the issues that are staring at me right in the eye...

Haiz.... just so much rant which is nothing but hot air if there is no action.

What a 29....